quietedspirit

Well, well, well. I've finially gotten around to typing an update. damn. who even knew i was still alive and kicking anyway? who's actually glad of it? i went to county last week on the 12th, at 8am. my P.O. set me up, the bastard.
well, that was a week well spent... yeah right. i'm back here at my new house. robb and i moved into his mom's house and she's been away in new orleans i think, gambling. she hasn't lived here since the beginning of the summer, and she prolly won't be moving back her anytime soon. sooo... yeah. it's been our house for a month now. mom's being evicted. she's moving to katy, tx with my grams. my sister nikki has been in town helping her pack and everything, while robb and i have been here making space for all my crap that has to come over here when she moves. i've also been going to the apt now and again to go through my stuff to toss out everything that i don't need, or won't be needing anytime soon. i've tossed out half my wardrobe. wow, huh? and i'm tossing out prolly a good third of my possesions. and DAMN, i own alot of stuff.
robb bought a puppy, purebred german shepard. she's only like 2 or 3 months old, and she's dumb, slow, and annoying. i really hate dogs, and now i've been reminded why. mom gave away all of our cats except two... bunnie and princess. she's taking them with her to katy. i'll be getting bunnie back through when robb and i move into our own apt and out of his mom's house. she won't allow any cats in the house, and my cat is an indoor cat. i really miss merlin and jr. if any of you were ever interested in having those two of my cats, their down at the downtown pound. i didn't consent to them being sent there. mom did it a couple days ago. i'm pissed too, because the day robb said he'd take them two here without his mom's permission, i called to let mom know, and she said that the pound had already taken them. i was so pissed off. but i can't control events, and i've been wishing that i had the money and the transportation to go and buy my cats back. but i can't. i hate the way events are going recently. but then again some goods things happen along with the negative. robb and i are getting closer every day, and i appreciate it. i care for him so much. and i'm glad we're together.
oh, i also still have my hamster kharma, but not panda or dakota; and rosaleena died. she's buried out in the woods with everyone else. i miss jr. the most. everytime i use mom's bathroom, i expect him to come rushing through the door and straight to the food and start purring. my hefty baby. the only way to sooth him was to rock and bounce him like a baby. but everyday i keep telling myself that all this is happening for a reason, there's a higher power dragging me into the direction i'm meant to be in. and i say dragging for a reason. apparently this higher power has been nudging me for a very long time, but i'm blonde, and i don't notice these things, so it has to take drastic measures to get my attention... saying "HEY! YOU'RE HEADING THE WRONG WAY! you need to take a left instead of a right" and shit like that. I also got to keep my fish, they're in a .5 gal now instead of that .2gal. the tank is on robb's desk, and she doesn't like that their food is on the desk too. but how else am i going to remember to feed them? duh!
hold on gotta switch out a poster... don't ask...

okies back... well, i'm going to be fully moved in here by the end of next week, and i've been looking for a job in the area, since we don't have a vehicle, it has to be in the immediate area. there's the costume shop up the street, it hires year-round, and they said that if i being in my application in the first two weeks of august i'll more then likely get the back to school job. eh. i miss doing the whole goth meetup thing, but i don't have the time or the means anymore. i'm too busy keeping shit together with myself as it is, to even host and manage a meetup group. i miss the immediate members alot. they were so sweet and caring, so full of advice.

oh well, can't help the swing of events these past couple of months.

well, i'm ending here because i'm so tired and worn out. i'm ready to go to bed now. night night everyone one. give me a call, if you know my number. if not call my mom at her new..temporary phone number... 455-4345, and she'll give you my new number. tootles.